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May 12th, 2011
<3
April 9th, 2011
YUP.
I haz muse nao. okbye.
March 25th, 2011
I think she’s cute.
March 18th, 2011
Just figured out the chords to this. Such a fun song. ..trying to figure out the picking which is probably not gonna happen. haha
P!ATD - Ready To Go
You’ve got this little thing
That you’ve been running from
You either love it or guess you don’t
You’re such a pretty thing
To be running from anyone
A vision with no where to go
So tell me right now
You think you’re ready for it
I wanna know why you got me goin’
So let’s go
We’ll take it out of here
I think I’m ready to leave
I’m ready to live
I’m ready to go
(Get me out of my mind, get me out of my mind)
I’m ready to go
You’ve got these little things
You wanted something for ‘em
You either get it or guess you won’t
What does it really mean?
To get nothing from anyone,
has a million ways it could go
My mom was eating strawberries and she showed me this one. I screamed “OMG! DON’T EAT IT! IT’S TOTORO!”
..sadly this was the highlight of my day. haha
February 4th, 2011
When I first met you
I thought my wishes came true
wishing wishes wasn’t just something to do
and only after 2 weeks we caught ourselves saying I love yous
looking forward to the day that we say “I do”
maybe it was too fast?
but I was wishing things would last
waiting for the clock to turn 11:11 or looking up at the sky
hoping a star would shoot by
I made those wishes
we made those wishes
days,weeks,months, a year soon pass
fully aware that things aren’t always built to last
holding on to false hopes from wishes
trying to understand what we have is
not what I thought from the very start
but since the first day we met you’ve stolen my heart
and on that Monday morning you gave it right back
I wish I didn’t hear it, I wish it was static
but all the wishes in the world can’t make you see
all the love that I had for you
I’m done with wishing cuz wishing wishes never do come through.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked.
February 2nd, 2011
New Bestie kept me company today. He took me to see this. Told me to close my eyes. haha Then drove me to the top of the hill. It was so beautiful.
I’ve lived here all my life and I had no idea this view existed.
Today was just what I needed. Thank you. :)
January 31st, 2011
I knew it wasn’t built to last. I tried and now it’s over.
depression begins now.
time to work on myself, I suppose.
What is this feeling
this familiar feeling
a cold rush shot through my body
like a drug
though this time its for certain
theres nothing I can do
the coldness is piercing through my veins
burning my skin
causing me to shake
uncontrollably
what is this feeling
this familiar feeling
you caused this before
not once, not twice, more than I can remember
how is it possible for you to feel nothing
when I feel this unavoidable chill and immense pressure
against my chest
the same chest you once laid your head on as we kept each other warm in bed
(I’ll miss those cold mornings in bed, snuggling close to keep warm for hours)
now I lie in bed, alone, cold.
no amount of clothing, blankets, heat can give me the warmth to mask the cold that I am feeling.
What is this feeling
this familiar feeling
Where it once was filled with warmth from you is now ice cold and abandoned
from you.
I told you to be gentle.
I told you it was fragile.
I told you I loved you.
You told me you loved me.
You told me you wouldn’t do this to me again.
You told me I would never feel like this.
What is this feeling
this familiar feeling
